hey pretty girl

in absence of me being able to give you a real card i thought i’d write you a letter in my own way

i want to start with saying i’m sorry for forgetting our anniversary. that’s a complete and utter mistake on my part and i take complete accountability for it. i know it hurt you and i’m sorry for letting you down, i feel awful for doing it. i’m not going to let it happen ever again, even if we’re not in person for our anniversary.

i wanted to let you know that you mean the world to me. scratch that - you mean more than the world, you mean EVERYTHING to me. i genuinely cannot imagine a life of mine that does not involve you in it. that wouldn’t be my life that would be harrison jilbert’s. you’re my other half and my better half.

i can’t believe that we’re going on 2 years now of knowing each other, that’s insane!! i didn’t think i was going to make it 1 night with you. i don’t know how i pulled it off. if you would have told me 2 years ago I would fall in love with a girl i met on wizz i wouldn’t have believed you. somehow here we are 2 years later, going to the same college, planning to move in together next year, and talking about spending the rest of our lives together. i don’t take a single day of it for granted and will always cherish every moment i have with you.

i love you so much natalie. i love you more than anyone else in the world and you’ll always be the person who i love the most. i love every last little bit of you. you’re truly the prettiest girl in the world in every way and i don’t want you to change a bit. i will always love you until my last breath, and i will always do everything in my power to keep you safe and happy.

it’s killing me having to wait until the 1st to be able to have you in my arms again. I genuinely feel like i’m going through withdrawal. i don’t feel normal with you being apart from me. i i’m not made to be apart from you. i’ve missed you so much and i can’t wait to be with you again.

i love you so much natalie, it’s more than i can accurately put into words. i can’t wait to have you in my arms again. i can’t wait to spend our lives together. i’m so thankful to have you apart of my life and i can’t wait to see what the future holds for us.

- your forever boy ♥